…looking for the crispy edges of grandma’s pancakes
where every bite is the best bite
…looking for frivolous, lingering time with friends
where curfews are suspended
…looking for the twinkle in my lover’s eye
where I’m right where I want to be
…looking for a single, brief moment
where nothing could possibly go wrong
I’m prioritizing being an energetic match for what I want. And I’m sick of attracting frustration, always “the long way,” and uncomfortable situations! lol
But, hey, that’s on me.
Being an energetic match looks like embodying ease instead of working myself to death to EARN ease. That’s not how that works.
Or it looks like simply carving out more time for what feels good and not sweating the few things that don’t get done. Will I remember the missing items on the to-do list or all the missed opportunities for fun and love and levity…?
Sometimes we deceive ourselves about our true priorities to avoid acknowledging the dreams, goals, and future that we are giving up.
I want to be the person who chooses to make future moments better than the past.
And I happily accept that it won’t be perfect, but it will be a lot better than this!
xx
-RissaJean